Tell me why???????????

Ruminant is slow;
Dreams are still high,
In the midst of murk;
I want to fly,
But the deteriments in solitude;
Makes me cry,
The world is so tehee;
Can someone tell me why?

Rummage is swift;
Still aspirations are sumptuous,
In this rowdy loneliness;
No words appear virtuous,
Whatever i crave for;
Just get temporised,
Tell me why;
My incipients never gets priced?

Life is getting rubiginous;
Still wants are there,
Tears are rolling;
I need someone who really care,
Incinerations in the midst makes strut dry,
I am so indigent;
Can someone tell me why?

Still I want someone;
On whom i can rely,
Still i need someone;
On whose shoulders I can cry,
Still I crave for someone;
Who can lead me high,
But I realize the trust is incertitude;
Can someone tell me why??????????